I thought it could be
I thought my pain
Would be ended for sure
I fucked it up again
My pain at my own hands
Driving me deeper
Down into the dark
I must love this feeling
Because it is here
That I always return
Banished from the light
Filled with the pain
Fear takes me
And holds me close
Fear like I have never known
Twisting me this way and that
Taking me for it's own
I have fought it before
But to no avail
I shudder and convulse
To weak to even wail
They left me here
Left without looking back
I dont care anymore...
I cant care anymore...
I just dont have it in me...
I thought it could be
I thought my pain
Would be ended for sure
I fucked it up again
My pain at my own hands
Driving me deeper
Down into the dark
I must love this feeling
Because it is here
That I always return
Banished from the light
Filled with the pain
Fear takes me
And holds me close
Fear like I have never known
Twisting me this way and that
Taking me for it's own
I have fought it before
But to no avail
I shudder and convulse
To weak to even wail
They left me here
Left without looking back
I dont care anymore...
I cant care anymore...
I just dont have it in me...

::March 4, 2003 04:32 PM

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