It was with me
That it all started
With my pain
It shall end
Cycled around me
Taken inside of me
Pain of my own
Pain of being alone
In this case of life
I was a day late
Later than what I knew
The colors have fled again
Leaving me in the dark
The cloved smoke is in me
Eating away at me already
Sweet smelling
Better tasting
Rotting me slowly
I know what I cause
Pain to myself
While none shall care
Leaving me behind
A million times before
I was not myself
And yet I hurt more and more
The pain embraces me
All I have ever known
The colors are gone now
Fled to someone normal
The darkness is here
To see me on my knees
The darkness is me
Another passion I have always known.

::March 4, 2003 04:29 PM

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