Well, it has happened once again
I have been here before
So much inside
No where to let it go
Let me be, you bastard
Dont do this to me
You have done it so much before
I dont want to be cheapened
And used like a whore
I must get away from you
Everytime I try
I just crawl right back
Just release your grip on me
I know you like to play these games
And fuck with my mind
I know this is true
Yet I cannot stay away from you
You have fed me to much
Made me depend all on you
To live and breathe
And get by day to day
I cant take this anymore
You wont give it back
No matter what I say
There is always another
Ready to be there
Anyone we want
Will fall to their knees
And see what we are
Maybe to me, maybe to you
I have gone blind from hate
And cannot see ahead
And twist the past
To make it fit me
I broke through
To deep inside
To see what it was like
Inside the brain
Of someone clinically insane
It was much like me inside
All too safe
All to quiet
Now I must get out
Before I get noticed
And the punishment will be
Something only meant to please
But you, him, me, her, it, them...
They wont let it be.

::March 4, 2003 04:23 PM

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